Sometimes I miss those pieces of me that have died and I’ve buried
In those moments I want to dig them up
They no longer resonate with the me of today so I won’t
But I miss the security of their nostalgia
The warmth of their memory makes me happy to have been her
Which makes me grateful for who I am now
Today I have orbited around the sun a full year and I am now one step closer to aligning with my purpose. So much of me has changed and I appreciate the growth. I have learned so much about who I was and who I am becoming.
One thing that I learned is to let go of the resistance of change. I was so worried about changing my mind or changing in general because it would contradict who I was yesterday and people truly hate that but isn’t that what growth is. I felt conflicted and sometimes I still do but now that I am more mindful of this thought I am sticking it to my wall of thoughts.
Another thing that I have learned is to trust my intuition. I am finding ways to purposefully listen to the answers I already know without second guessing myself and as I listen it has opened my eyes even more. I struggled a lot with feeling like I was always irrational based on my experiences in certain areas of my life.
I guess I am saying that I am grateful for my growth and I am grateful to have received the opportunities to grow.
Have a beautiful day! 🖖🏼