Tarot of April: Escaping The Illusion To Rediscover Self


Welcome to the month of April. During this month we continue to replenish ourselves and further develop our true characters. We are shedding our old patterns for new ways of coping and letting go of fear of our unknown. During this time that we practice social distancing, we can feel the anxiety from our world becoming a lot smaller but this makes for the perfect time to magnify what’s holding us back.

Social distancing is a blessing in disguise and if you give in you may find that you will come out on the other side peacefully balanced.

Current Self: 4 of Spades | Death

Keywords: Growth, The Cycle of Creation, Renewal, Destruction

You are going through a destruction of self. Everything you thought you were before was an illusion that you were living everyday to survive without falling apart. Now that you have slowed down, social distancing has brought what’s been really going on to the surface and at times facing this has been scary.

You may be experiencing anxiety and at the worst of times you find it easier to go back to living in the illusion you were before. Use this time to embrace this death and give birth to a reflection that speaks to who you truly are.

Theme of the Month | 6 of Spades

Keywords: Getting Away, Transition, Letting Go

This month, you are being asked to use social distancing to get away from the usual distractions to make a transition. Think of the things that you use to hold onto and whether they are worth carrying from here on out. Learn to focus your energy on those things that serve you as you become the better version of yourself.

Keep your bearings light and search for enlightening experiences that will allow you to grow as a person.

Key Goal: 3 of Clubs

Keywords: Build, Success, Efforts rewarded

As you build onto yourself, you will see and feel how powerful you truly are. This comes with shedding some of that baggage to have more room to gain insight into your beauty. The goal is to discover how you can serve humanity through your purpose for your lifetime.

Ask yourself these questions:

  • Who am I?
  • What do I want?
  • How can I give back?
  • What are some things that trigger me that I need to let go of?

This feeling of clarity is one of the great rewards that you will experience. The anxiety that you were experiencing in regards to social distancing, you may notice that it is melting away.

Obstacles to Overcome | 8 of Spades | Justice

Keyword: Balance, Fairness, Reason

Internally, you may feel that you are walking on a tight rope and trying to find balance. You may even assume that this struggle is external but it is not. Finding your balance by whatever means is essential this month’s transition and it ties into everything that you are being asked to work on.

Finding your balance is the key to gaining clarity.

Major Accomplishments: 2 of Spades | The Hanged Man

Keywords: Peace from Self Discipline, Leap

Taking that leap of faith into the darkness will be scary but in the end it will be worth it. You will be blind going into this but you will have survived death and experienced a rebirth; learned to let go of the things that no longer served you; rediscovered yourself; began rebuilding yourself; and found balance in the midst of everything. This will be your greatest achievement this month.

Social distancing doesn’t have to be bad and it wasn’t intended for you to experience it in this way. The universe has given you this time to find your peace through discipline.

What to Avoid | 3 of Diamonds

Keywords: Persuasion, Admiration

Your time this month is all about you so stick to spending it on you. Do not let anyone persuade you into thinking differently about what you are doing. They may feel you’re being selfish or say you’re not well.

They may even try to get you out of the house into environments that you don’t want to be in right now or get you talk about things they find interest in. Ignore them and continue serving yourself. Only you can determine what’s best for you and persuasion isn’t the best way to make that decision.

If you struggle with needing external validation and admiration from these people, know that you don’t need it from them. When this is all over you will have that in yourself.

What to Embrace: 8 of Hearts | The Moon

Keywords: Emoceans, Subtlety, Mystery, Instinct, Intuition, Inner Self

As you move into becoming a new version of yourself, you will feel yourself vibrate higher. You will be able to make decisions based on your intuition and those decisions will be clearer than ever.

Be gentle with yourself. Some emoceans will be rising to the surface and you will be asked to face them. In the comfort of your home; you are being asked to answer that knock on your door; sit down and listen; embrace those feelings; then let go of them. Let them move beyond you. They don’t belong to you.

Your intuition will be the guiding force on how you go through this process. Your angels will be surrounding you and at any time you can call out for guidance from them.

Where to Find Support | King of Diamonds

Keywords: Meditation, Rest, Nature, Generosity, Happiness Found in Nature or Spirituality

This process will not be easy and you will feel all over the place but you must learn to support yourself. You are being asked to face those triggers and now find a way to self soothe. The best way to go about doing this is to look within yourself and listen to what you need.

Here are some suggestions:

  • Meditation
  • Rest
  • Nature Walks
  • Yoga
  • Reiki

Nature is calling you most of all. Get outside and just let go. See where that takes you.

Advice & Encouragement: 9 of Clubs | The Sun

Keywords: Clarity, Enlightenment, Bright, Growth, Abundance, New Life

I know things may not be clear right now and you may fear sitting with yourself but everything is intentionally done with purpose. And even though social distancing seems like a downward spiral into darkness that is all for a reason as well. We are so use to our daily distractions that we really have no time for our character and spiritual development.

Some of us have forgotten who we are and some of us have never known. Experiencing this metaphorical death will be the opportunity we need to create a clean slate to begin a new life full of abundance and light.


Number of Today: 7.

The cards and the date this was posted equals the number 7

The angel number is asking you to connect with your life purpose and connect back to your spiritual purposes.

Work Your Light Oracle

Pillar of Light

“Your vibration is rising. You are the oracle.

  • Take time to meditate
  • You are the rainbow bridge connected to the light of heaven
  • Look for guidance in your heart
  • You are the light

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