I loved you with the full intent to love you the day after forever

I held you like it was the last time

I looked in your eyes to feel everything you felt happy or sad

I loved you enough to want to be one with youI wanted to feel your pain

I wanted to feel your happiness when you laughed

I wanted to feel the connection we had when my hand fell inside of your hand

That electricity that overwhelmed the nerves in my body making my heart race fast

I wanted you

But for some reason i was forgotten

Left out of love

I had given my heart away to a person I thought would give me theirs

What felt like an eternity I walked alone blindly

I peeled back layers of myself to prove to you my loyalty

I accepted how uncomfortable I would be in the nude of my vulnerability

I had given to you my last

So you say love is lost but who’s fault is that


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Shan Bae

My name is Shan Bae. I am a 25 year old artist and creative writer from Kansas City, MO. I am also the small business owner of Insaei Healing which translates into True Healing. I hand make jewelry using gemstones that have the ability to help aid in the healing of the chakras in the human body. I am also a Reiki Energy Healer and I use this powerful energy source to charge the gemstones in my jewelry. For more information or to purchase a choker please head over to http://insaeihealingshop.com. I am open to connect and network with people who are interested in working with me. I would love to collaborate with other poets or bloggers. You are always welcome to send me a message via the “send a love letter” page on my blog. Send inquiries to: contact@shanbae.com

2 thoughts on “Fault”

    1. Oh I know! I was nearly in tears writing that line and got stuck on it like this it. That line was all that I was feeling.

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