I Wish For Someone To Love You

I love me the way he desires the art of the petals hidden in my garden

Flourishing between my hips

But with a defining sense of who I am

I see more of his need of me in him than his desire to grow for self

He’s so eager to be reborn

Fascinated with my portal

But refuses to feel the love in life

Verses the reactive chemicals charging in his mind

Exploding in his genitals

Inside of me misguided without light in my darkness

Feeling my pain

Reopening old wounds

Killing me softly with your curiosity

Taking parts of me to mask you

Sounds to me you don’t even love you

But you feel the urge to whisper “I love you”


My heart?

Because you have evaded and drained my blood

There’s no more pumping for my life

I live for you

He loves me the way I desire for someone else to love him

Draining him between his hips

With no plans on giving love but taking his apart


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Shan Bae

My name is Shan Bae. I am a 25 year old artist and creative writer from Kansas City, MO. I am also the small business owner of Insaei Healing which translates into True Healing. I hand make jewelry using gemstones that have the ability to help aid in the healing of the chakras in the human body. I am also a Reiki Energy Healer and I use this powerful energy source to charge the gemstones in my jewelry. For more information or to purchase a choker please head over to http://insaeihealingshop.com. I am open to connect and network with people who are interested in working with me. I would love to collaborate with other poets or bloggers. You are always welcome to send me a message via the “send a love letter” page on my blog. Send inquiries to: contact@shanbae.com

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