I’m Losing

You tell me
Could I win
Because losing seems like an effortless defeat
My love
Our love
This love seems to be a challenge I could never achieveYou tell me
Is the love you have for me a love that is deserving of me
It’s just that no matter how hard I try it feels like I am the one losing
I feel so lost
But digging in deeper I question if I was ever found
Did you fall for me or the idea of easy company
So many questions but never enough answers
I’m pulling assumptions like cards to calm my own thoughts
Trying to guide myself to see my way out of the dark
I can’t see and you stopped bringing me your light
I’m losing

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Shan Bae

My name is Shan Bae. I am a 25 year old artist and creative writer from Kansas City, MO. I am also the small business owner of Insaei Healing which translates into True Healing. I hand make jewelry using gemstones that have the ability to help aid in the healing of the chakras in the human body. I am also a Reiki Energy Healer and I use this powerful energy source to charge the gemstones in my jewelry. For more information or to purchase a choker please head over to http://insaeihealingshop.com. I am open to connect and network with people who are interested in working with me. I would love to collaborate with other poets or bloggers. You are always welcome to send me a message via the “send a love letter” page on my blog. Send inquiries to: contact@shanbae.com

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