Sometimes I can’t feel

Numb in places one day and all the feelings in the world the next

I grab ahold of myself to remember the way it feels

I imagine you in a time your smell made me fall into gratitude

Pressed against your chest

Nose dive in scents

My body like a waterfall

Falling into your depths

I could sleep wherever you have gone

Following a trail of your scent hoping to wake to your voice and your eyes

In those eyes, our souls connect and my body reads your secrets

Telepathically conversing

You’re such a familiar home

And in my depression this is where I fold

You took a bid on my love and left me with none