Last week I was having the hardest time dealing with the stress in my life. I felt really depressed followed by a very anxious feeling in my chest. The anxiety led me right into a sleep attack and I just had to let go. I’ve always felt like people who are truly depressed really give up and I thought I couldn’t be experiencing the same thing because underneath it all I refused to give up. Continue reading Nothing and Everything
I know it has been many days since my last post but wait let me explain!
The holidays just passed us recently.
His poetry spoke to me before I even knew that he could align words with such power
When his words sung to me I could finally hear the love in his heart
So he lived Continue reading Old Vibe, New Times
When I was younger my differences were brought to my attention by the race of people I was told I belonged to
Before then I had no sense of skin tones and what the hell melanin was
I begin to compare
And before then I had no sense of self awareness
But here I was stepping into my new light surrounded in darkness
2017 has taught me that no matter what I will always do life with my heart.
I’ve written so much and in the process I’ve learned a lot. The whole time I was growing, flourishing, changing, stepping into my truth. Continue reading 2017 For Me
He asked me how am I able to share with the world the words that saved my life
If I could conquer my fear of being rejected by the heart I sought after
Then maybe I can be vulnerable and undress myself for the world to see Continue reading How I Healed My Broken Heart
Well it is finally the day all of us have been waiting for and you all are probably opening gifts with your families. Continue reading Merry Winter Solstice
I love the way music feels on my skin
Goosebumps rise when I hear it
This is what I needed to hear
This is what I needed to feel Continue reading Music
I wrote words for you
Silent on a journey with an unknown destination
Descriptions of my love for you slowly dripped with blood as I felt my heart die
I felt the wind brush pass as my heart fell from my chest
I wasn’t your catch Continue reading Die. Dying. Dead
Today marks the day I have written to you 100 times.
Well now 101 if you count this post that I am sending to you now.
Many years ago, I started blogging and it was quite relieving to put my feelings out there. Although I hardly got a response from anyone, I was excited to be in control of something that was for me. Continue reading 100 Post and 80 Friends
I loved you with the full intent to love you the day after forever
I held you like it was the last time
I looked in your eyes to feel everything you felt happy or sad
I loved you enough to want to be one with you Continue reading Fault