I spent my time adjusting my young restless mind on catering to you
Each step was two steps back
I let you abuse my self-esteemI was so broken
No one was there but him
Never telling me more than what needed to be said
I understood the agreement
I gave to him my indiscretions to distract me from my pain
Reinvented my chains and bounds from us into something other than what I thought was love
The passion in the dark opened my eyes and turned me towards what was in the light
My heart was more than something for you to taunt me with
You pulled me in and I could feel every emotion I was evading
Trusting the deception that has my heart second guessing not only love but my reflection
Watching myself fade away in his darkness
My psyche collapsing in the temptation of something new
Walking away with a thousand thoughts of how I will be back
Calmly accepting the events that transpired and the consequences that are to follow
Split in two and I let the darkness consume what little of me I had left
Aware of the thoughts sailing through my mind
Euphorically erupting into this calming sea of satisfaction
I no longer felt the pain of waiting for you
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